Minors--A Major Problem

I stood there with half my eyes open

Another one gone and my hopes gone too

Still trying to get rid of the hell out of heaven

Was it a nightmare or was it all true?

I sat there for an hour, black words hovering around

A pen & parchment were all I had,to tackle this on the battleground

I decided to go face it with dignity

During those moments of adversity

(As if i had any other choice!!)

I lay there with the monkey on my back

Still not recovered from the horrid sights of the books on the rack

Was it Day or Night I was in or was it just another dimension I had never in been?

Just another question added to my search for answers that was so sissyphean.

My countenances made people laugh

They needed some good amusement after toiling so hard.

I was awake for 6 days(or nights?)

Still trying to figure if i survived.

And the moment I sit and relax with the monkey of my back,

I realise the game has just began, the rat race is gonna return

So, now i sit here, waiting for the inevitable to happen....

Contemplating over what could have been and what aint?

I lie here on my bed - waiting to get things back on track....

Minors - Oh you made me realise - names can be deceptive

For you are the biggest problem of my life.